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Pain and addiction go hand in hand. Pain is most of the time what starts the drug use and then the addiction. The drug at first helps with the pain that you are going through, then the drugs create another kind of pain. I wanted my pain of feelings of being what I thought was a failure and a total looser . Emotion pain is very real. All my pain was rooted in me not believing in my own abilities. It was my own worst enemy. I hated my life because I was not someone else. I thought everyone was better than I was. I really believed that God left out something with me, That I had something missing and what ever this something was , everyone else had it but me. I learned that I have all I need to be just as good as anyone else. After I started believing in myself, I was able to see that I am no different than anyone else, and I came to see that I am unique in my own way and no one can be me as good as I can be me. If you have trouble with drugs, you are not alone. Please get the help that you need.
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