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Today is Wonderful !!! The sun is shining and there is a nip in the air. The morning sun warms the skin, but not hot. It is so wonderful to see the beauty and feel the world around me. I am at a drug rehab. I've been here about a week and just got out of withdrawal. My life has been a total wreck for almost two years. I have been on so many drugs, thinking that the drugs would give me what was missing. The doctors said the drugs would help my depression and the anxiety. I became dependent on the drugs because they did made me feel numb. I got use to not feeling anything and that was good because I had been feeling so bad, but I started needing more of the drugs to not feel. After a while I was taking more than the doctor would prescribe, so I had to get creative on getting the amount I needed. This is what got me into trouble. I became a full blown drug addict. For two years I hide my addiction from my family, until I couldn't hide it anymore. I overdosed one night and ended up in the hospital. My family was so upset at the idea I had gotten to that point. The got me into treatment, and here I am. This is the best thing that could have happened to me. I was so miserable the way I was. Now I for the first time in so many years I have a chance to be restored to a healthy life. I see the people that is in here regaining there lives back as well. This is a wonderful day to start my new life and seeing the things that I have truly missed. Today is Wonderful !!!!
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